Saturday, December 22, 2007
my mummy helped my sister dye her hair. and i was tempted. but i m very angry. because. despite buying a lighter colour than my sis. MY HAIR TURNED OUT TO BE DARK BROWN AND SORT OF NO COLOUR. too frustrating. rarr.

guess my hair's too black? or too stubborn to absorb. lol.

i still dont understand why. u see. my sis has long hair. i have short hair. so as a matter of fact. i ll have more dye for my hair and more colour right? but no! this is absurd.

christmas is around the corner. i carn wait to exchange presents with my cousins. new year's coming. oh no this is too fast. i still dont have a job. lol.

i m really scared of receiving my results. i have no confidence at all. i feel so. so lost. mummy asked me to plan for the worst. so i was wondering.

if i cannot get into NUS or NTU. i would consider going SP to study optometry. or if we have money. maybe go SIM. or else. retake As. if not. go orchard road play erhu. hahaa.

it's really scary. it's near. i dont know how.